My mother is not keeping well and I am having family trouble. I am hoping this would probably will last few months and will subside a bit. Stress is taking a toll on me, feel like I am responsible for everything and work is not pretty either but better than family issues. I just wanted to remind myself that I have mother living with me and I am at her side when needed. I have financial life in order and can live close to 10 years if shit happens. I just need to keep my head down and move on.
17 - 1 day
18 19 20 21 22 23 24 - 7 days (8 days so far and 24 is hardest of the lot, visit to emergency family issues and all. Yesterday alone I spent around 5300. Keeping my head down and moving along, hoping this stress would last 3 months to minimum. 6 more days to go this month and 2 more days to last 10 days)
25 26 27 28 29 30 - 25th blood test and sleep less night for mom - 9th day. 26th ultra sound and pain in head. 26th night and 27th morning till 8 AM spent in hospital visited psychiatrist and pulmonologist. - 11th day
28th scare nerves head ache but my mother's sister was there to help. Have taken appointment from nursing services. - 12th day
01 - 7 days shit days 29, 30 and 1... 15th day
02 03 04 05 06 07 08 - 7 days family shit ... 16th day (employed caregiver) 17th day nothing happened...18th day vomiting at night and slipped on floor.
05th - 19th day and no complaints but still sick
09 10 11 12 13 14 15 - 7 days Visit to doctor and not well - 09th 23rd day
10th and 11th no sleep for mother she was not able to sleep properly - 25th day.12th was ok day - 26th day
16 17 18 19 20 21 22 - 7 days 17th July is 31st day and we visited Gastroenterologist in Yashoda was stressed all day :(
18th July skin problem 32nd day
19th July was ok 33rd day
22nd July was ok 36th day
23 24 25 26 27 28 29 - 7 days
24th July was ok 38th day
25th July was ok 39th day
30 31
31st July 45th day stomach pain for Mom and stressed.
August
01 02 03 04 05 - 7 days Visited hospital on Saturday and planning to visit another hospital next week. 50 days completed so far.
06 07 08 09 10 11 12 - 7 days 57 days
13 14 15 16 17 18 19 - 7 days 13th Aug visit to doctor 18th revisit-64 days
20 21 22 23 24 25 26 - 7 days 71 days - visit to doctor on Wednesday 22nd
27 28 29 30 31
September
01 02 -7 days 78
03 04 05 06 07 08 09 - 7 days 85 days
10 11 12 13 14 15 16 - 7 days 92 days - 10th Sep Mom vomited :( there is always this lingering thing in my mind that things are not ok and they are not going to be ok ever.
17 18 19 20 21 22 23 - 7 days 99 days
24 25 26 27 28 29 30 - 7 days 106 days Visited Orthopedist on Saturday and she is no better.
October - 31 days - 137 days she is better but hospital visits are frequent
November - 15 days - 152 days visited doctor and better than october.
16 17 18 - 3 days - 155 days
19 20 21 22 23 24 25 - 7 days - 162 days
Just to see when can things turn better I am using a count down.
28th scare nerves head ache but my mother's sister was there to help. Have taken appointment from nursing services. - 12th day
05th - 19th day and no complaints but still sick
10th and 11th no sleep for mother she was not able to sleep properly - 25th day.12th was ok day - 26th day
18th July skin problem 32nd day
19th July was ok 33rd day
22nd July was ok 36th day
24th July was ok 38th day
25th July was ok 39th day
31st July 45th day stomach pain for Mom and stressed.
August
September
October - 31 days - 137 days she is better but hospital visits are frequent
November - 15 days - 152 days visited doctor and better than october.
19th Swelling on ankle 25th - Vomiting :(
26 27 28 29 30 01 02 - 7 days
26 27 28 29 30 01 02 - 7 days
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